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Originally Posted by Skeezyks
Thanks for sharing this, Notimeleft. I used to know a guy who was fond of saying: "If you want to know which way the bullet is going, look down the barrel of the gun." Reading what you've written here illustrates where this relationship is headed. I'm sure it's incredibly difficult to give up on this guy after 28 years. But, at least from my perspective, that's probably the way to go. I wish you well...
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Yes, I know. But it's like cutting off a piece of your body. He has been in my life for so long it's hard to throw him away. I know I have to. So many have said, why are you staying with him? I feel like a fool, but I suppose I'd rather feel like a fool and be a lost soul. When I let go of him completely, I will never enter into another relationship. Too hard and my youth has gone now and have wasted it on someone that just doesn't care, they only care about themselves.
Thank you kindly Skeezyks.. Bless you.
