I have been gone for a while....

Thank you all. It helps hearing the feed back. I'm still semi-with him, but I'm not as close as before. He really did something, like a slap in the face recently and I think that shook me enough to begin ending this. It's very hard now as my youth is gone, I don't want to start over with someone else, I'm just tired.

Take care and once again thank you!!