Are you by injury or illness ? I am a Tetra by illness ,make new friends within the D community those are real people , most of us have disabilities to slow us down so the AB don't get to upset , let them have there fake life and friends , trust me they deserve each other , you deserve better and will make a friend upgrade. Sorry if your offended but I say the hard things ,no real friend is gonna tell you what you want to hear , that's not a friend, it's those that won't blow bs up your butt that are worthy of your time and your friendship.