It is hard to see them suffer and die. Especially when you feel like they are the only ones that truly care and depend on you to take care of their every need. The white one is doing much better. I have to take her back to the vet next week so maybe they can tell what caused the abscess. I expect it's teeth. The vet said it may be a tumor inside her mouth also. Time will tell.
They are very sweet , thank you for the compliment on my fur babies.