Conquering oneself and a man takes the next step. One's view of life can be exponentially larger than the current thought field, and I have now the thought of pure human frailty, what is it to myself? (I could probably do away with it, meaning ... there's always more to learn about it...) Build your comfort, man, the 111 days, the best thing about it which I can think of is that the period of the time tested you good, the vile nature of evil, I got that too. It's not inviting for your own good, if you know what I mean. A man of value, a man who recognize infinite value in things are maybe something we could all dream for.