I can so relate. So so so much. I understand exactly what you're going through. So few people get it, just what this is. I had to move so many times as well, and every little thing can set me off. I have no way of turning this sensitivity down, unless I drown it out with music or earplugs.
I've lived in places no one else would venture to because my need for quiet. Then I figured everything was karmic revenge due to me because wherever I did go, something would surface that would trigger me to no end. And then I would resort to self-medication. Today was one of those days. Off the charts horrific.
What can I wish you? Peace? Better times? Whatever you need, let it be yours.
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Originally Posted by BLUEDOVE
I've been moving for 25yrs to find flat with peace+quiet;
thought had found it in one I'm in now,but downstairs
neighbour has started to bang his door,and landlord says
it's his right,its a 'living noise'. I am devastated and in deep
depression at thought of moving AGAIN . . . .God help
me! And the sleep-deprivation is killing me.
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