What difference would it even make to say what's going on, nobody would believe this life I lead. It's so over the top and insane. Suffice to say, it was so bad, being triggered with a bloody flock of pigeons escaping their bloody coop and finding their way onto my roof that I just drank and slept. Exactly that. All day long. There was not enough normalcy anywhere to reach into a claim it as a regulator. Nothing but pain.