Hi there - I have 2 boys aged 11 and almost 10 and have been hallucination free for 6 years, but still on anti-depressants and anti-psychotics. One thing I find hard is that I think about having another child but I won't do it given my health (I started getting sick after I had the boys, when they were still young). No one can relate to that. My sister in law is pregnant again and I'm disappointed I can't be because of the medication I need.