Sorry i didnt reply to this after the above post was posted
i just want to thank you for what you said
am having a hard time with myself finding it hard to eat and not call myself fat
Am doing things self injury and mentally abusing myself
I feel like i cant be happy i struggle so much
My husband says i worry all the time non stop worrying
My husband says i do it to myself
My husband tries to understand but i cant express the things i want to say
av tried expressing it throught art and other things but i think am crap at most things and if i do something wrong am hard on myself
Am scared my husband will get fed up of me being like this and find someone who isnt like me
Sorry kind posted a lot there
anyway thank you for posting back to me and sorry it took so long to post back