I'm looking for a med I haven't had before too.
I've probably been on 30+ meds too.
I was already BP as a teenager, so I was always afraid of lsd.
I did try mushrooms once. But one guy locked himself in the guest room and freaked.
I tried Coke once in awhile. It was ok but I couldn't sleep.
Unfortunately my brother became an addict.
The one thing that helped me was opioids. I took them for other problems but they kept me feeling ok. Small doses every 4 hrs. Never needed to increase dosage over the decades of use.
But I'm not suffering now so no MD will prescribe. Opioids have a really bad reputation lately.
I read something on npr about experiments with extasy. It's probably a long way off.