I haven't had much chance to come on and talk lately. I've read a bit -- followed several threads (Pinksoil, I'm glad your T called!) -- but have been too wiped out to write.

Trying to adjust to a new job, feeling really low about myself. T talked about how I need to learn to love myself. I don't. At all. Don't even know if I will again. I feel so awful about everything. Wish I'd done things differently in my life.

Anyway, I miss you guys. I'm still around and appreciate all the support I've received. I'll be glad when I have a little more free time. Right now I'm going to grab a book and try to relax.

Just wanted to say hello again.

Sidony