Very bad day. Meds making me very sleepy and depressed so I can't control myself from sleeping. I'm so tired and so worried about my son. He is not acting right at all....threatening, accusing, name calling to his whole family. He's staying with his father which is so hard but I have to think we made the best choice. I thought the hospital was best but his dad wanted to try and today says we should have taken him to the hospital. He tried to put him in rehab but they said he would just leave so they wouldn't accept him. I can't write about all he is doing and saying but it's terrifying. I'm so afraid he will hurt himself or someone else. Instead of getting better by the day, he's getting worse. I've been hanging on by a thread myself so I'm trying to stay strong because that is what my son needs. I know everything he's doing and saying are not coming from my son. He's sick and we just need to get him the right help. I'm afraid I'm too close to the situation to know what is right.