Not good. Dreams of past and future converging, which I guess makes sense, because as a peer counselor, that's literally my job... it was terrifying though... I don't wanna trigger anyone, so I'll spare the gory details, but basically, I was being heavily persecuted for something I couldn't even remember that I did (in the dream) in my very distant past very publicly. The good news on this dream is that I finally stood up for myself - knowing I'm covered by the ADA, I announced, you know what? It's time to take my meds and walked out. People tried to stop me and I threw up deuces straight in their faces.
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My labels:
Bipolar 1 w/ psychosis
PTSD
GAD
SAD
ADHD
Current meds:
1500mg divalproex sodium
3mg alprazolam
0.5 mg triazolam PRN
assorted non psych meds.
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