As I am still pretty new to the idea of being bipolar and my doctors think it might be very probable I am, I am seeing my moods in a new way and right now I am not sure what is happening. I am feeling REALLY good. It's been a few nights that I slept five to six hours, but yesterday I slept 12, because I was really done after the Christmas Party of my law firm. I am staying far away from all kinds of substances (except for Friday when I drank something with my colleagues). So no really risky behaviour. Anyway I feel an urge to talk a lot, once I get started. I sleep rather little and I am SO excited, I have so many new ideas, I discovered Tinder and am meeting a lot of people, usually three appointments a day (with friends and sometimes with people from Tinder). I am thinking about EVERYTHING, how do I want to live, where, doing what, how do I want my relationships to be? I am feeling so lucky and content about all these thoughts, started to dance tango again as well as writing, I spend my time dancing through my room and I feel like I was flying a few inches above the floor. Does that sound hypo or is it maybe just me being in a good mood due to not abusing substances anymore? I don't trust the calm, moreover because I am just shivering with energy right now...