Perna, thank you so much. Youa re right. I need to be more there for myself.

Stormyangel.. You are right. I need to be more confrontational < in a good way> when I dont get what i need.

(((((((((DepressMe))))))))) Thank you.

((((((((((Sky)))))))) I appreciate your kindness.. always.

((((((((((((Fuzzy & Freewill)))))))))))) Thank you for your support..

((((((((Ty Sister & Soliaree))))) I'm glad to have you guys here.

Sorry for the meltdown. I'm very lost right now. I hope to try to get back on track. I have therapy tomorrow. I'm very worried. :-( because I know how much I need right now and I cant imagine anyone able to help me in any way in 50 minutes.