This year, I finally have Christmas off... I should have my daughter?? But it depends on what happens with the custody case... other than that, we have nobody anymore... we don't have any money, I'm not sure how to come up with gifts for her... we will be decorating a stick, but agreed that's not sad, because we've been doing it for years... therefore, it's cute... I guess it'll be a quiet, boring holiday where we miss my mom a lot...