Idk what to say....I'm polluted with others (Hey!) of all ages and sizes. I too am 5'11", no military even though we tried...but head messed up. Love to fight....but when I get started, a fem or little comes out and kills the edge and we freeze with a scared look which has gotten us ridiculed and made fun of for a lifetime. I don!t feel pain which means getting punched is nothing but just pisses me off, but the Others do.
What can you do?
I have evil Others hell bent on destruction which we try to not let get triggered out. They are scary and will get us imprisoned.
Just because she's a little....she's a 6 foot tall little that can throw one hell of a temper tantrum. I'm sure everyone was looking at you like you went plum crazy. They are extreme energized emotions that know no bounds that can't be controlled once triggered. My Angry One comes out (triggered by injustice to us and others)...all we can do is watch in horror because they are intense.
Of course we have to say our apologies and do damage control afterwards.
To me...I think that there is a bunch of fear behind the alters that they erupt to protect us in their own fashion being there is no one else able to step up to do it.
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