Well, I did it again today! I went to another church to see what it's like. I instantly didn't like it. It looked like something that I would not have felt comfortable with. After leaving there, I felt like I was torturing myself in my mind; and how I can't seem to do anything right. I can practically hear people telling me that. I guess I'll have to go on "church hiatus" for a month since it's the holiday season.

I don't know if I'm going to go bike riding today or not. Early this morning there wasn't a single cloud in the sky. And now (at 11:15AM) it's completely overcast and threatening to rain. That's the way it is at this time of year where I am.

I called a friend up (not my old man friend) just now and see if he would have anything going on for today. I just left a message. Last week we had a meeting about starting a group. I have not heard from him all week. Also I have not heard from my sister in a few weeks. Every time I talk to her, she always says that she's very busy and tired. I get so sick of hearing that.