Hi silver queen,

Depression sucks the life out of us, it makes us see things in such a negative way. I'm sure lots of us have been in that place.

When I was right down I was dead to the world. I remember my wife saying to me, "But what about love, you never say the word any more." That was a low point.

In your post, you talk about your Dad with such obvious love, it has to be a good sign, even if it worries you.

Of course people on this board would miss you. In some ways we are getting to know each other even closer than in the 3d world, because of the things we share.

Good thoughts to you, Myzen