Hello
I've been seriously contemplating suicide for a while now. Ever since I entered high school, grades have controlled my life. I'm now a junior, and I am failing multiple classes, beyond repair. My family doesn't know about the grades or the depression and it would ruin me to tell them either. I can't help think that my life is over because with these grades I can't get into a college, and I won't have a successful life with out college. Everything feels like it's collapsing on top of me. I feel so lost and anything you guys could say to help would be hugely appreciated