Lately I have been feeling very spaced out and unable to concentrate hard on things, its hard to type this in but staring off into space and just thoughtlessly typing stuff down is actually very doable.

For the last few days I have literally been staring off into space all day (including staring into the laptop screen looking at google images) as if that is all my mind wants to do, doing simple tasks like getting up or brushing teeth or putting on clothes feels very hard to do since all I feel like doing is pretty much nothing and I get very frustrated when I attempt to open a door or attempt to squeeze that damn toothpaste onto the damn little brush. ARGH.

I am a very lazy selfish and egotistical person anyway so maybe its just me being more lazy than usually or just becoming a depressingly lazy person who deserves everything that he will get. There will be many opportunities that I will voluntarily pass and quite frankly I don't care. Jobs, relationships, hobbies and owning things is just too much pressure and pathetic people like myself are incapable of having or wanting those things... If you don't want anything you don't deserve anything, that's a quote of mine.

Well I wouldn't say I am doing nothing since I am making this thread and I have been drinking a bit for the last few days to mask a dark mood that has urged me to start the drinking streak in the first place.
Trust me if I was not drinking I would probably be in bed groaning my *** off, but everyone gets down every now and then.

But yeah I am very spaced out and I don't want to do anything because I cannot cope with things since everything pisses me off. Today I have been playing on an online game and everytime I lose I get into a terrible rage then quit the game maybe hit a few things and later get back onto the game since there is nothing to do... *sigh* Its fun.
I hate how people think they can make fun of the weak and get pleasure or an ego boost from doing so, everyone is an asshole who feeds on the happiness and hope from others and this makes me so angry.
Here check this out, it just shows how horrible a lot of people are and the amount of punishment they deserve, hah, they think they can say all of those things without consequences and I wish that I can be the one who teaches them that all things have consequences (preferably drastic consequences *clenches fists*) YouTube Video 01: The Most Sensitive Guy on Xbox Live YouTube Video 02: FAKE SUICIDE TROLL ON CALL OF DUTY! (Social Experiment)

Anyway hopefully I will feel better and less hateful of everybody and everything soon, just thought I would let off some steam.