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Originally Posted by NeatFreakmom
Hi Jace!! I am glad I am not the only one with late onset. It is literally like learning how to live all over again. How to deal with the highs and lows, triggers, things that help, etc. I am too old for this crap!!!!!!!
I did email my pdoc (she is wonderful) and I am sure she will respond tomorrow. I think I may be rapid cycling now...last night, and most of the day today, I felt pretty darn good. Today about 4:00, it all went to crap. Ughhhhh
Do you rapid cycle?
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I was apparently rapid cycling sometime late summer/early fall. I still feel like I'm learning everything. Like you said, it's like learning to live a whole new life again. I still sometimes deny what's happened (mostly because my mom doesn't want to believe it), but at the same time I have to learn to accept it if I want to feel any sense of 'normalcy'. I've struggled with depression since at least my late teens and now this
I hope you hear from your pdoc soon.