I've not been feeling sad lately but have been thinking a lot about suicide
I want everything to end. I am sick of this constant heavy weight I feel like I am carrying around with me I am sick of the voices taunting me and I am sick of the constant triggers and **** that just keeps following me

All the while my mood is fine I don't feel sad I don't even know if I really am depressed. I guess I just feel bad.

I feel like everyone in my life would be better off without me and I feel like I am ready to die.