Perma,

Thanks for all your valuable information. I guess I feel the way I do is because my T is so wonderful to me. He listens very attentively and never once made me feel bad for anything that I've said or done. He doesn't criticize me for my faults or symptoms and he shows he cares by his actions. He calls my pdoc who is not in his office and informs him when I'm not doing well and consults with him as if they worked together on my case. I hear that most T's and pdoc's don't usually do this due to lack of time. They sometimes spend 30-40 minutes discussing ways to help me get better. My pdoc even spends more time with me than I hear some do. That is rare itself. But I still feel very close to my T and trust him completely. I tell him the truth and never leave anything out. Where else can you find a man to listen to you and put you as # 1 at least for that hour. He's even called me back while he was on vacation with his family when I was in crisis mode. He really seems geuinely real and not just for the money. I guess I should feel pretty lucky and be satisfied with that. Thanks again so much for your input.