Hi Ubuntu1.

I am 54yrs old and I too have the same fetish with woman`s underwear (see-through Nylon only) This started from the age of 6yrs old when my mum was killed in a car crash and also I was sexually assaulted by my aunt when she took over as my surrogate mother! I too am ashamed of what I have to depend on to get my `Sweet and Sour` kick`s! `Sweet`(Comfort) cause it give`s me a release of my never ending demon`s and `Sour` as afterword's I am so ashamed of what I did, this then make`s me more anxious and depressed! `BUT` I am proud to say that I am fighting back now with this! As from the second wk in September I destroyed what woman`s underwear I had by burning them in a bin in my back yard!( A Symbolic gesture) And I have not bought or stolen any since! `Don`t` get me wrong I still think and struggle with this when I am anxious `But` I say to myself that this is hurting me more than it is helping me! (This is known as a `BLOCKER`) Whether I can keep this up is another matter! I will just have to stay focussed and keep strong!

As people on this forum have said too me also `It is quite normal to have a fetish` Just as long as it stay`s in your bedroom!!!!!!............Take care friend.