See if you can take benadril with your meds. it's like Vistaril/aterax. I didn't mean you weren't honest just if I did anything but leave the meds there and tell him to rehide them my husband wouldn't give them back to me. does pdoc know he's holding your meds? are you in therapy? More then once my T has told my H to stop protecting me from me. That in doing so he's pushing me away hard. There are times I don't see how sick I am and my old team told my husband that he has to let them deal with it. New T doesn't even want him holding/giving me meds. If I can't do it myself I should be IOP, PHP, or IP.