It may not feel this way, but you're very fortunate to learn about your condition early in life. I wasn't diagnosed bipolar until I was 53, after decades of suffering. Now you have the chance to get well and stay well, although it's true that BP can never be "cured". I know a couple of people who have the same diagnosis as you and I do, who haven't had an episode in many years...yes, it's possible to remain stable for long periods of time.

I still question things at times, even though I've been diagnosed bipolar 1 by four different mental healthcare providers. It just goes along with the territory. That being said, there is nothing wrong with getting second, or third, or tenth opinions. It's important to be sure so you can come to acceptance at some point.

Wishing you the best as you fight this battle that we all share. Welcome to PC!