Hey there, Im 18 and I never really thought about death to hard before. I wasnt scared of it before till I got a gf. I thought about how happy we'd be together. I went to disneyland and my brother started talking about death. Idk, Like my gf had a dream that we all got killed, Second person to tell me in a dream I got shot in the head. Its a horrible thought for me. We all held hands and went on but We both took that differently she was okay with her dream but it bugged me. I am a christian, but I am also scientific and half of my brain is disturbed by the thought of death everything just going black, I recently had a really close aunt past and had a dream my dad died and Idk. Im more terrified of people I know dying, of them being seriously injuried. It's just so dark how we ppay around with that word. Death... How do you cope with the thought of death? Like ive said Ive never been afraid of it before. I was ready to take a bullet for my friends but now I feel like I have to keep myself on high alert to protect them and myself so we dont lose each other. So how do you cope?