Heading home tomorrow after 40 days IP. Feeling ready but very fragile. Still only sleeping 3 hours a night. My pdoc and I agreed to give it 9 days till I see him next and hope my brain heals and sleep is naturally restored. I rather the low med approach. Still worried about depression coming on in response to the mania I experienced but my doctor and I agreed the best thing I can do is throw myself into life. Nervous but anyway, here I go.