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Old Dec 13, 2016, 08:27 AM
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Originally Posted by franz kafka View Post
I'm in a similar space right now. It's so hard to tell when a good mood ends and hypo begins! Let's hope for both of us that we stay just in a good mood.
Well, I seem to be still just in... slightly good mood (with twinges of irritability, but that's cause everybody around went effing retarded).

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It's hard to see the difference between "yourself" and "manicky" because bipolar is wired into our brains. I don't think of it as like a separate thing from who I am. It's my natural state. The meds just help me live with it. But this is the time to pay attention and get someone involved who sees you daily. You could be at the beginnings of hypomania. I get silly and humorous and creative for sure. But it doesn't stay like that for long before I get angry, intense, rambling, and so on. If it were me, I would enjoy it while it lasts, but double-down on the self-care.
I don't really have anybody to ask. My good friends think I am just "special" and that I am always weird.

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I think sometimes the hypo makes me think, "OMG I've rediscovered my true self! This is who I am! "
I haven't felt like that in long time... and I really still don't. I am just bit more daring, but it might be recovering from that long dragged on post-summer blues. Than again, I might never be fully okay.
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