Holidays are a nightmare for me. The commercialism, pressure to buy stuff and so on. I never go home to my family at Christmas because I have 5 brothers and sisters and every one of them is untreated mentally ill and substance abusers. My mom is an alcoholic also. Doing xmas with my inlaws is also a nightmare but at least they are sober. I take Xanax and white knuckle til it's over.
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Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day!
"Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged
Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 -
Seroquel 100
Celexa 20 mg
Xanax .5 mg prn
Modafanil 100 mg
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