So I've been going through some serious depression. My dad passed away unexpectedly in March and he never got,to meet his grandkids... my step dad could possibly have skin cancer but has no insurance to get better.... my mom's health isn't the greatest, they live in Florida so I can't see them.... my great uncle just passed away from heart failure. . I had to have an abortion at 12 week's and 5 days because my husband and I can't afford another baby.... I'm a mess... and my support is null and void it feels.... so my husbands friend who's 24 has cancer that spread to his spine... and he wants to give him support now as much as he can... but I need support so badly and I don't get it feom him it feels.... I feel empty and alone.... should I be jealous of feeling like my husband wants to willingly give support to someone else when I so desperately need it too? I don't know what to do anymore except cry... I have no interest in doing anything alone, yet I'm never alone because I'm a stay at home mom who can never afford to go anywhere since I make no money... what do I do???