I have been feeling down recently, and the jokes my friends make, are yes jokes, but they always are a joke to downgrade each other. For example today one of them made a joke that I never understood anything and I was dumb, when I was trying to ask them a question. I don't know if it's just my emotions all over the place, but I'm starting to realize the jokes they make about me, and how I am depressed and all these things that have do with my mental health. I want to talk to them about it, but I feel like they won't understand.