esthersvirtue,

Hospitalization is mandatory if you have a plan on how you are going to off yourself. If this is the case then please don't hesitate to go to the nearest emergency room. Or call your psychiatrist to have her admit you.

But I am happy to tell you that my 4 stays in a mental health ward were all pretty much positive for me. I came out feeling much better because I was treated with respect, understanding and love.

My psychiatrist came every day. I got up every morning as early as I wanted. (I am an early riser, on the days that I do get out of bed) So that I didn't have to wait in line for the shower. We got to pick our meals and eat as much or as little as we wanted, within reason. we could have snacks between each hour-long class. Our rooms were never locked. We had visitor hours every night from 5-7. We could wear our own clothes or we could wear the scrubs that were provided.

Now I'm not saying it was a party but it was not a horrible place either. Maybe I'm just lucky that we have a good unit in this area. But also i guess everyone that was there when I was was not having as easy of a time as I was. It has always been my and my psychiatrists idea that I be admitted. I never went against my will.

Anyway, do you just need a few days of vacation from work or do you need to talk to your psychiatrist about going to a mental health unit? Thats where you should start. Take Care.

lindee