(((( lostandlonely ))))

I am sorry that you're feeling so alone. You have every right to feel down and a bit resentful. It isn't fun to feel that way, of course, but you certainly have valid reasons. The majority of women want to have children at some time in their lives. A lot of us have *always* planned on having children someday. When that time is taken away from us, we're devastated!

My (now ex) husband and I struggled quite a bit with my fertility when I was in my late 20's. I had a couple of surgeries (two minor & one major), to try easing my physical misery for a bit. I finally got very lucky and was able to keep moving forward ~ so I certainly cannot fully appreciate the level of pain that you're going through.... but I do understand where you're coming from.

A very helpful and supportive website to me has been: http://www.hyster-sister.com Lots of reproductive issues are covered. You may want to check it out sometime.

Have you looked into local therapists that specialize in women's issues? Or, are you considering trying out some marital counseling? Both may be very helpful to you, just at different times??

You are in my thoughts. Very gentle hugs sent your way!