Hi friend,
I'm sorry you're struggling.

I send you all the best. Know that live never stays in the dumps, it has its ups and downs. This will get better one day.
Good luck!
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Yes. Jesus is the reason I am still alive today.
Diagnoses:
MDD, BPD, PTSD, OCD, AN-BP
(I don't define myself by my personal alphabet up there, but I put it there so that maybe somebody won't feel so alone

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