To coping with possibility. I think we all feel like I'd we don't fit the mold of this world that there is something wrong with us. I think you are angry with your parents because you want to just be who you are. I agree that m I st people really don't care but there are some that do. Just do what makes you feel happy. Move away to beach or some place happy. I understand that you feel like you werent meant for this world. I feel the same. Ending it is always an option but try to live it first. I know for me helping others makes me happier. Nor that I am happy bur that helps me. Try to reach out to someone. There are so many people in need. Maybe that us your pupurpose. Just a thought.