I appear to be incredibly social. I learned at a young age how to make people like me because I was rejected so much at home if that is what I should call it. Just because people fit in and aren't socially awkward DOES NOT mean they are happy. If you met me you would see what I show outside world. That is not at all who I am. NI one really knows me. If they did they would not enjoy being around me. I feel like I am dead pretending to be aluve. Hope that makes sense.