Its hard to know eh. We have gone from belief to utter disbelief so many times. And through so many years.
It shard right now because ex t is sharing info with new t and some of the info she wants to share with her is not real. I only want to deal with real stuff. not the crazy stuff. I am so tired. How on earth can you tell what is real or not? Yea I think it matters. wasting life on stuff that isn't real matters. But I don't know how to tell the real stuff from the not real stuff. I don't wanna be no crazy person.