i dont understand why you cant wait until he does it again, go to the cops, file a restraining order and take him to court for battery. youre in school right? quit school and focus on getting yourself better. i have been in that same situation. i dont understand why you wont go to a center. i live out of my car for about a month until i found a friend with a spare bedroom. i had to break in while he was gone to get all my stuff and had to have my friends with me to make sure he didnt try anything. dont try and act like youre in a special situation, thats why were on here because we have all been in situations like that: depressing, abusive etc...

wait until he hits you again. press charges and kick him out. screw him! if its your stuff make him leave! if youre on semesters then school should be just about up so quit school and get a job and go back to school later.

if you commit adultery it will be so much harder for you to be divorced. he can take you for everything you have, get the kids and all kinds of stuff. you have to look at the long run. for gods sake youre only 21! theres no need to be married that young anyways. especially to someone who abuses you. go explore things! live your life before you let someone control your life like that.