My situation is getting worse by the day. I'm afraid of what could happen and how my life would end, but I wish all will come to an end very swiftly with no pain. I've suffered a lot mentally, and put myself in a lot more pain because of that. My future looks so bleak. I cannot sleep, eat, or work. I'm so angry, helpless, and hopeless. My voice goes unheard. Poor me on this miserable and low life I live. I have no value or respect to myself or to others.