I am surely a little hypomanic right now. I enjoy it a lot as long as I can do what I want. But when I have to work, it is hell. The euphoria lasts as long as I can follow my ideas, but when I have to concentrate on something I don't like, I get really irritable, agrressive and anxious. My colleague is ill and coughing really bad all the time and people keep running through the office and I am getting to the point where I want to smash something and can't stop moving and I really get bad headaches like I did every afternoon for the past days and I really want to take some calming meds but they will make me tired and I will concentrate even less. I hate it.
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