Been there for sure. Still there.. but minus the adderall. It's funny how you can start the morning a little high..and then want to push, push, push. Thankfully... the Adderall was taken away from me. The caffeine is there but I don't really notice a difference. Funny how I only push the caffeine when I'm already feeling up. If I'm down I never hit the coffee at all hours. Unless it's to get some sugar and chocolate (I crave these things when down). Now that winter is here I try to induce by flooding myself with light or going outside and skiing or skipping about or whatever. Which overall is healthy.. but I admit to wanting to induce some hypo.

Adderall has been the worst thing that was ever done to me...