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And I'm so paranoid I'm wondering if my even counselor's willingness to listen and entertain my opinion is merely put-on, a facade to keep me calm till she can disabuse me of my wrong-headed notions.
It sounds like your counselor is on board with your ideas about BPD. Do you have past experience with the counselor that would lead you to believe that you are just being led on? Have you discussed how treatment for BPD would differ from what you are doing?
I don't think I would be too concerned about NP's opinion. Partly because as far as I am aware, there are no meds that treat BPD, and if you have Bipolar, you need to be on meds for that. It sounds like that is what NP is doing, unless I misread your post.
Do you think you need different treatment? It does sound like you are suffering. Have you considered talking to a t with experience treating BPD to get a second opinion?
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