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Originally Posted by wwwcitricacid
Lately I have been feeling very spaced out and unable to concentrate hard on things, its hard to type this in but staring off into space and just thoughtlessly typing stuff down is actually very doable.
I am a very lazy selfish and egotistical person anyway so maybe its just me being more lazy than usually or just becoming a depressingly lazy person who deserves everything that he will get.
Anyway hopefully I will feel better and less hateful of everybody and everything soon, just thought I would let off some steam.
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I have been going through this zoning out as well. I get it. I started to put my milk in the cabinet, or start my car when it is already started. Mercy.
Mine is definitely depression-related. There is a saying that depression is anger without the energy.
You don't deserve anything terrible, that is part of the anger talking. Anger is a human but don't beat yourself up (a pillow, definitely yes).
I agree that you may consider therapy. I waited hoping I would wake up one day and just feel better. But it didn't happen, so I found someone to help me out a bit. I know it's a personal decision and not everyone agrees with it or is comfortable with it. I just know it has been essential for me.
I do hope you feel better soon
