No, you're not the only one. When I'm manic, I hate the energy that I can't control and that I can't sleep. I'm not nice. I'm impatient, mean, irritable, I think I'm smarter than everyone else. I want, no, demand everything is my way and really am an all around unpleasant person. I have had euphoric mania twice but normally when I'm manic, I'm the way I described.