I worked ten hours in the law firm, then went to see a friend and then went to a crazy tango party that set me off on kind of a bad trip. Now wired but with bad thoughts about lots of stuff, for example that the guy I am dating is leaving home to Mexico in five days and I might never see him again and that the bit of stability I have will break away and about the dream I had tonight about my ex and whatever else, but still so full of energy at one in the morning, anyway driven without direction and impossible to create anything.