My relationship which was my bedrock, is gone. I'm going to have to sell up where I live as I keep being sent home from work and not getting full pay. I can't afford to run my car any more.

My mental health has deteriorated to such a point that I don't know if even this is even really happening at the moment, nor does it really matter to me any more.

My heart is.. well, gone. But it still pulls after them, and i can't cope feeling this when i know they are not coming back. That i won't see their face in the morning, when i can't comfort them when they're unhappy. When they choose to not need me by their side any more.

What is the point in struggling on, when there is nothing left to struggle for.