that must of been hard to go out like that.i try to go out once a day but when i see people and hear them talk it upsets me and i just come home.im not working so all i do is stay home.i dont even know how id work i dont even like being around anyone at all.now all i worry about all day is am i going to get any sleep tonight.i hate being like this.when i wake up i kinda have the shakes sometimes cause im so upset im like this.i to find it hard to shower i take very fast shower now and i have cut my hair short so i dont have to shower to long.