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Originally Posted by Shazerac
I've been lucky enough to have never had a psychotic break. It sounds terrifying. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I go through times where I don't trust my brain and it scares me and I only have hypo and mixed states. I hope you have a good support system and people you trust that love you and care about you.
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For your sake I really hope you never have a psychotic break but yours is how my world seemed before the break, 'just'(and I don't say that lightly as it is hell) hypomanic (for me once manic) and mixed. This is why I am so shocked as I never expected a true psychotic break to happen to me (don't know why I thought I was special). My whole world collapsed. I don't think anything will ever be the same. WTF is reality anyway?
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